If you are one of how i met your mother fans, I think you can recall the episode in season 6 where Ted had his ultimate heart break when he knew that Robin and Barney are going to get married. Well, as much as I want to relate my life with Ted Mosby (as you can see from my whole post in this blog), I did been through this situation. It was last week when my only guy best friend that I have left which also happen to be my biggest crush announced that he will getting married at the end of this year. As a best friend, I should be happy for him, really. But the truth is I'm not and I'm pretty sure I will not attend his wedding. It was really an ultimate heart break for me. I have like and love this guy ever since 3 years ago (and we have been friend for 8 years). First, it hurts because he knew exactly what I feel for him. He also used to say that he likes me more than best friend before he put me in the friend-zone because he didn't want us to be more than that since he believes it will ruin our friendship (which I don't really get since this will destroy our friendship more than us be together and then break up). Third, he told me that he would not get married so soon or involve in any relationship because he wants to focus in his career. Fourth, he said he hope that his future wife will be look likes me (he never met her yet since his mother arrange the marriage for him). I mean WHY, really why someone wants to get married with someone else and hope she is me while he already know I should be her. Well, of course I'm not questioning him since he already rejected me few times and put me in the ultimate friend-zone every time we meet. It was sad. and hurts. and cruel. and mean. Its like the theory good woman for good man is true, And as a not so good woman, I am truly not deserve him. Or someone like him does not deserve me. Yes, I know. Life is unfair. Get over it.
p/s: If someone told you that there is a way out from the friend zone, don't trust that person. I have tried and its not true.
