it's a final countdown!

2013 will be end in less than 2 weeks. Looking back on what I've done this year, it's like a dream or fantasy or both. I don't even realize in which world I was and how fast this year has gone. I have started this blog this year, in February to be exact. Also this year I have travel to four different places and I love them all. I have met so many strangers that finally became my friends. My best friends got married and engaged. I have written 3 papers and a book. And started my journey as a Pokemon trainer. That's too many to list on what 2013 had brought to me. But it was a good year though. Better than last year and last two years. These past two years were the rough years for me and I'm glad it was over. I know that 2014 will be better. Even so many prices will be increase next year, but I will make sure that I can finish my study on time and leave this country for good. That's the dream (Barney Stinson, 2013). So, for the beginning of 2014, I don't want to list down my resolutions. There is no more list. I will do whatever I feel like to do and live to the fullest. 

*2013 was the year that I finally move on from my previous relationship (after 2 years and something). Thanks to a guy that help me in doing so even he likes another girl. lol

*I'm glad that I wrote this blog, so that I can remember what happening all this year

*2014 will be a great year because of FIFA, bitches! It's a year that I will focus more on myself and my study. So, it will be less post in here.

*Still I don't want to think about getting married or having a relationship. (For the record, I have told my guy best friend about this and he asked me why and I told him that was because the world going to end soon. So why bother to get married or whatsoever. And he told me that this world not going to end and we're going back to ice age again. I was like wtf you're talking about.)

*This is the only post that I wrote whatever in my mind. Screw you, grammar!

See you guys in 2014. Happy new year in advance. :)

Thank God Its Friday The 13th! (Again)

Its been awhile I didn't open my tumblr account. I have this one post about friday the 13th that I love in there. So, I'm gonna share it in here. RIP tumblr account. *throw some flower petals*

*it's a good day to watch evil dead or marathon all the Jason series*

because I have so many times to waste...

It's a day after the 111213 date. I should have write something yesterday but I don't. It's been a week I have wasting my time again doing nothing and still. However, times will always flies and we only have less than 3 weeks before we end this 2013 year. Well, as usual I'm mumbling again. Ever since my last post in here, I have so many things to write but then I forgot. Maybe I should just write without thinking. Speaking of think, I always want to write about love, sex and marriage. These three things not bothering me at all but I have no clue why people around me keep talking about these. Yesterday, I had a conversation with my friend, a guy to be specific. He is on his way to meet his future in law this weekend. Like I give a damn at all, but the thing that's bothering me in our conversation was how he told me that I wouldn't leave a bedroom after I getting married. For god sake, marriage is not just about sex! Can't people sometimes use their brain? I'm not sure if he didn't mean what he said or he was just trying to use his lame sense of humor, but seriously. In another story, my mom had a visit to her hometown last weekend and she gossips about my cousin who is 6 years younger than me and having her second child now. I was just “wow, she has no life!”. It’s not like I questioning someone's fate that God has written or whatsoever. And I'm pretty sure that it is not fate at all. It's a choice that you made. In this case, she made. Lack of sex education in our country is one of the causes this such case happened. This is not my first cousin that pregnant before she gets married. Luckily, she doesn't drop her baby in a dustbin or bury it alive like most cases in the newspaper. 

I still remember, I have a best friend (a girl) and she does not know what a condom looks like. It's just shocking! I mean, it is okay to be naive sometimes but this kind of thing that will lead to this whole problem, don't you think? Sometimes loving someone too much and willing to give anything to her partner is another cause of this problem too. Believe me, I have seen some of these cases. So, having sex before getting married is quite normal in our society now even though it's not supposed to happen since this is not our culture and definitely a sin. But is by getting married will solve everything? If you ask me, I will simply answer no. I know some people that try to solve this kind of problem by getting married. And some of them suffer because they're not ready to start a family. Worse, they have a baby right after they get married (on a first trial probably, lol). In this kind of case, should we blame fate too? Sometimes I feel how lucky I am because I am not involved with any of these no matter how alone I look. It's not wrong to fall in love and of course when you love someone, you want to have sex and get married. But please use brain before do anything stupid because once you took a wrong step, you never can't turn it back. (I still don't know why I give an advice at the end of my post. haha)