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has been two days since I have no feeling to do something. By something I mean
studying, going out with my friends, writing an entry on this blog also
updating status on my Twidder account. So today, I decided to organize my things that I
put in the store and threw away some of the things from my past. Some memories
are made to be remembered which means we don't have to keep every single thing
as a reminder about that memory. I wonder why I still kept some of the things
that I gave to him and then when everything was over, he gave them back to me.
The T-shirt, cards, photo, tie and wallet. I did throw some but the rest; I
didn't know why I still can't. It's like a part of me still want to keep that
stuff as a reminder that I used to love someone more than myself and it was the
only love in my life, I used to be so happy not like I am today and I still
can't get over him no matter how hard I try. I knew that even I threw these
things, those memories are still there. Sometimes I just wish that I can format
my memory card inside my brain or delete some folders that contain memories that I
don't need, so that I can create new memories or fill it with lots of
formula instead of pictures about some people that I want to forget.
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