Wednesday, 9 October 2013

for an optimist, I’m pretty pessimistic


I don't know but somehow I can't forget about what had happened between me and him. I'm afraid to say that if I have fallen in love again. I just hate it when I am so easy to fall in love and yet too scared to admit it. Scared of losing him as my friend, scared of ruin this friendship and scared that maybe he does not feel the same way as I do. But I have to admit though that I am so happy every minutes I have spent with him. Even though he quite mean sometimes but he really knows how to make me smile. I just can't help being a woman, like wondering if this is the right thing to do. To keep this feeling growing inside me and it might kill me later. I wonder too if he likes me, probably our relationship will not end up well. Geez! Sometimes I just wish that I am a man. Don't have to wonder about all these stupid things. Maybe I should just enjoy every moment spent and ignore all this. 

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