To believe I walk alone is a lie that I've been told

I don't like counting even I am a math student. Counting days especially. Or counting something that comes and go like friends. Today I met another two friends that I knew from Twitter. It's a good thing though to have more people that we know in this life and not stick with a circle only. I love to get to know others even sometimes I didn't know how to start a conversation. I guess it's just another reason why I love to be a lecturer and traveler. Speaking of counting, I'm still counting on my thoughts whether I should buy a Nintendo 3DS or PS4. Goddamnit! I don't know how I end up like this. I mean, earlier this year I wrote a few things in my notes like I should buy a bicycle and find a guy so that I can get engaged before the end of this year. And 2 months before the end of this year, all I ever wonder is about games and having fun. I just don't think about bicycle, healthy lifestyle or serious relationship anymore. In fact, I start not to think about those at all. Hey, who needs feelings when you have video games, right? Yup. And a good thing today that I had finally set my mind that I should focus on these three things only which are study, video games and Europe trip. Also, to face a fact that my life isn't normal like others since I'm not normal too. Normal is boring after all. So, maybe sometimes you just need to stop thinking too much what to do with life, stop planning or write something bullshit like getting engaged (seriously Azu?) and stop comparing others life with yours. Cause your story meant to be different with others and having a crazy messy story is the best thing that someone should have instead of a plain straight story which is not fun at all.