Joke of the day

Today my timeline was full with alkhodafi energy water jokes. Well, thanks to whoever invented that product, I had a great day laughing while online on Twitter for a whole day. But seriously, people who use religion to sell their products and get profit out of it should be ashamed of themselves. May they rot in the hell. This is not a new thing actually. There was other drinking water too before alkhodafi. Just the different is alkhodafi too ridiculous and I feel sorry for those idiots that believe and buy their product. Like seriously. Who would fall for water that made by termites nest and miracle mushroom. Even read the ingredients make me laugh. Hopefully responsible party would take action on these types of people. Anyway, thanks for made my day. Haha...

after a hundred...

I have started writing on this blog since middle February this year and now it’s already reach hundred posts. Well, to be honest I have nothing much to write this lately especially during the fasting month. It’s like I spending more time sleeping and doing nothing than being productive. I even forgot that I am too far from my dateline and it has been three months since I am saying I am gonna finish up my journal by the end of certain month. This is what I've been when too long be in the comfort zone. I need to work out my lazy ass because if I keep telling myself that I've enough time (even I don’t have it anymore now) I will eventually have to extend my study.  

Error 404 Soulmate Not Found

When I was in Singapore last week, I met a woman from the Philippines and we become friends. She's almost two times my age and still single. Since I am not seeing anyone at this time, we did have a conversation about my favorite topic which is I wrote a lot on this blog, soulmate or the one. Since I don't ever mention it, yes my dear, not everyone has soulmate. To be more accurate, the terms we born with a partner or there is a soulmate for everyone is a bullshit. Not everyone has it. I forget that there are some people dying as a single person, not married and not even has the opportunity to meet his/her the one before he/she dies. Also, there are some people that grow old alone. Well maybe he/she pet a cat or a dog, but still. Or in another case, he/she did get married but then they separate and choose to live with his/her kids until the end of his/her life. So, not everyone has a happy ending in their story and the reality of life will not always as same as what we saw in the movie. I try to be optimistic but sometimes live as a pessimist is a good choice too since we have to be real instead of keep dreaming or waiting for something that is unsure. And yup, I wrote this kind of negative entry because I am sick with some of my friends that keep telling me shit like "you're gonna meet someone someday". I am so over the one. I have to realize that I am no Ted Mosby and my life is not based on himym series (even that series will end next year).

slowpoke, is that me?

The cup song had been popular on the internet since a year ago but I think I am the only one that just watched it last few days. Honestly speaking, I never heard about 'Pitch Perfect' movie until my friends told me when we hang out past two weekends. Yeah, I really am that slowpoke. At this time, I had fell in love with that song and will practice doing it as my new hobby. Heh.

even 7 years old can sing this song perfectly...

This is memory lane!

It has been two days since I have no feeling to do something. By something I mean studying, going out with my friends, writing an entry on this blog also updating status on my Twidder account. So today, I decided to organize my things that I put in the store and threw away some of the things from my past. Some memories are made to be remembered which means we don't have to keep every single thing as a reminder about that memory. I wonder why I still kept some of the things that I gave to him and then when everything was over, he gave them back to me. The T-shirt, cards, photo, tie and wallet. I did throw some but the rest; I didn't know why I still can't. It's like a part of me still want to keep that stuff as a reminder that I used to love someone more than myself and it was the only love in my life, I used to be so happy not like I am today and I still can't get over him no matter how hard I try. I knew that even I threw these things, those memories are still there. Sometimes I just wish that I can format my memory card inside my brain or delete some folders that contain memories that I don't need, so that I can create new memories or fill it with lots of formula instead of pictures about some people that I want to forget.  

when nothing goes right, turn left

Last Wednesday, I had been to Singapore for a conference for 3 days. The first day when I arrived there, I had a problem in finding the hostel that I'm going to stay. Looks like I never learnt from what had happened in Japan last year. Kids, never put 100% trust on Google maps when you're travelling outside of your country especially if you're all alone. Because of that mistake, I had lost for almost 5 hours. I did ask for directions, but some of the people that I asked didn't know about that place. I almost gave up and I felt like wanna sit and cry on the roadside because I was so exhausted. That time the only thing in my head was how good to be in your own country. Even there is something that you don't like about your country but somehow at that moment, I just realize that it is still a better place than any other place in this world. 

Eventually, I managed to find that place after a long journey. It was pretty exhausting but when I think about it back, it was good to be lost. I had learnt not to give up no matter how tired I was. It's just as same as our life journey actually. We're all alone and sometimes we get lost in finding the right path. We can ask for directions and seek for the signs. As long as we never give up on what we believe and finish up something that we have started, we will eventually find what we're seeking for. So, it's okay to be lost sometimes. That's how you will learn how to be strong, when to give up, who to trust and also you can meet new people. Yes, it can be so depressing especially when you carry a heavy bag on your shoulder. The heavy bag can represents your problems or emotional luggage. Either way, you can turn the hard situation to be something fun. It's all up to you and your perspective.   

just say "NO"

One of the reasons why I hate being a woman is a woman's heart is really that easy to manipulate. I'm not sure whether it is our heart or our brain but still...okay, the story is I had been fooled again yesterday. I don't even know how many times including this I had been in the situation where there were some people that told me some lies in order to get my money. The bad thing is whenever I had realized this thing happened to me again, I can't help but be so mad with myself. After that, I will keep regretting everything that had happened and keep telling myself why on the earth I can't just say no to that kind of people before they open their bloody mouth. I hope this will be the last incident and I will try to train my heart and my brain to not so easily fall for others lie and hope my brain will help me to process the words "NO, thanks. Now get the hell out of my way".

Nota kaki:

What had happened exactly was I went to the Ampang Park yesterday to change my money. There was a woman with a man that suddenly pulled my arms and dragged me and my friend to test their product. After she promoted her product, she sold it with a higher price and then low it down a little bit to make it sounds "Hey, I gave special price just for you". Then, you just realized you were forced to buy their product with still a higher price. How did I know that? Because my mom coincidentally had been in the same situation but she bought those 2 for RM15 while I bought 3 for RM40. Bloody hell! So, just to share with you guys, run when you see this type of people. Or else, please do me a favor by say no out loud in front of their faking face.