best friends forever

There she was my best friend, sitting in her room typing her research chapters. She is still my best friend and I don’t know if she knew how much I miss talking, chatting, gossiping, laughing and crying with her. We used to do all these things. But as usual, times change everything. That’s another reason why I hate getting older and growing up. It’s not just ruins fun paragraphs in your chapters, it also ruins your friendship. As you getting older, you watch your best friend getting engaged, married and build a family. Then, they will get busy with their own life, their own world. Words and pinky promise that only your best friend and you know are being forgotten.

Forever does not exist but that doesn’t mean  you have to forget your best friend way too fast, not even until half of your life chapters. And leave everything what both of you used to have behind. It's just sad to watch she leaves without saying what you’ve done wrong and a goodbye. She said nothing is wrong but for a woman, nothing means something. (I know because I’m a woman too). Why this thing happens? Why we can’t be like Serena Van Der Woodsen and Blair Waldorf or Caroline Channing and Max Black? Maybe because we live in the real world and not in the drama series where their life is written by a script writer. I just wish I can have my best friend back. Even she can’t be with me every time every day, well at least I hope I can hear she said that she misses me too and love me as much as I do and really meant every single word that she said.