Living in the shadow

Past is like a shadow. It keeps following us everywhere we go. That’s why sometimes it is better to live in the dark. There’s the only place where our shadow is gone and we can sit peacefully thinking about ourselves, our future or anything. But we can’t live in the dark forever. It will make us feel lonely, sad and all these unhealthy feelings. To get rid of those feelings, the only way is by living with our shadow no matter how hard it will be. Because when we get out of the dark and see the light that shine bright, it will bring more than happiness. It brings hope to start a new chapter of our life.

I have lived in the dark for too long. It is not because I’m afraid to see the light. I don’t. It is because I found that I’m already comfortable in there. (Well, that's explained why I have an empty soul). The bad thing when you are in the dark for too long is everyone will somehow forget about your existing. Especially people that think you’re changing and people that mad at you for what you had done in your past. However, there is a good thing about this since life comes with pros and cons. The good thing is I can know who is really care about me and who is my true friend because true friend won’t let you be in the dark for too long. They will try to find you anywhere you hiding and lend a hand to help you to go through with this tough life. They will not leave you alone.