8 years ago, I was in the same situation as most of the SPM
leavers today. Since my high school was 2 hours away from my hometown, I was on
pin and needles along the way to get there. I didn’t know why I felt that way.
I was already in for a place and during that time, I was doing my foundation
earlier 5 months than any other normal kids. I should be grateful for that but
on my second thought, should I? I was so confused that time. I didn’t know what
I want to do in the future or what course should I take for my first degree. The
worse part was none of my family members can give me an advise on that topic
and my friends were as confused as me. There were some seniors and counselor
tried to help, but I guess they can’t clear my path either. I used to dream
about study abroad and took medicine course, but since I didn’t get straight A’s
and with my result that time, the only choices I had was either to finish my
foundation and take any course which suit me the most or go for matriculation and
start struggling all over again to get 4 flat, and then go to medical school. One
thing that I can admit is I’m the type of person that love to do anything
faster or take a shorter cut than long way. So, I guess you knew which path I
took. Well, that was a part of the story in my book.
It is true that you’ve to get straight A’s to get into
medical school. But that is if you want to. You, not your parents. Sadly, not
all students think they have any other option when they have straight A’s
result in their hand. The choices are tight between being a doctor or an
engineer. If they have any other dreams or plan for the future, maybe they
still have to choose between that either since their parents will say “You got
straight A’s but you want to take an art course? Are you insane?” Yeah, kinda
like that. That is how societies’ perception either. They look up really high
to you when you get more A’s and asking the same question “So, you’ll be a
doctor, huh?” And when your results have less A they will say you’re not trying
hard enough or you don’t have any future. I teach this one kid and her mother really
wants her to get all A’s printed on her result. Even she just takes UPSR, she
struggles like a university student. No kidding. People should aware that we
are not machines that produce A’s on a paper. We’re more than that. What a
waste if a student can score straight A’s on an examination but their thinking
is not like their result? They can’t make any own decision or have critical
thinking, they only memorize the text book and exam format. I didn’t say all of
them but maybe some. If someone not excel in her/his examination, maybe she/he can
be successful too by being a good writer or international chef (for example).
The only thing that can measure people success is how they can turn their
failure into a motivation to change her/his life.
I know I write too long for this entry, but I have the last
part which to blame on our educational system. Another example on my another
student; he is a form 4 student this year and he is no choice but to take some
subjects that he is not interested. I asked him once why and he said the school
give not too many options and either you like or not, you have to take the
combination subjects. Yup, NO CHOICES. So, some students in our free country
have to study some subjects they don’t like because of no choices. And then
when they did not success in that subject, people will say that they didn’t try
harder. Fair enough. As we know, pmr will be the last this year and it changes into
the band system from next year on. I just hope there is a room to change for spm
too. By change I mean is not terminated the examination but students should give
more options on subjects that they want to take. Like US educational system for
example. Declaration of Bahasa, English and history as subjects must pass is a
good thing, but again the marks of the paper when it comes to big examination is
based on the graph. I’m still not sure if it is a good thing or not. It maybe
helps some students that are weak in the certain subjects but the question is,
The number of students that got straight A’s every year is just a number or it
is based on what they are?
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