It's either yes or no, no maybe.

Usually in life we only have two choices. Simple case: to live or to die. As simple as that. Life is so beautiful yet it’s painful sometimes. But is it worth? I will go with yes. What is like to be dead? You feel nothing and have to lay down under 7ft from the ground waiting for the day where you’ll awake again just to be judged. Yeah, it sucks. I know. But death is not a choice as we can’t stay alive forever even most of us want to. Speaking of choices, we all have this one day in life where we stuck with some choices. Bad thing about choices is when you have it, you have to make a decision which is clearly something that I’m not good at. Once decision have made, you have to go with it and regret it later if it’s a wrong decision or in this case, wrong choice. I've made some wrong choices in my life like further study instead of choose to start my own business. But of course some choices can be taken for the second time. It’s not always the road not taken. I can always start my own business after I finish my study. The only thing that I've wasting here is my time and time is a bitch. 

However, there is a thing in life where we don't have any choice at all like rules. No one like to follow a rule (or read them) but it's not a choice. We have to follow it even we hate it. I know, right. There is a story that happened to me last two weeks where I met new friend from Aussie and she's christian. She asked me directly why I'm not covering my hair while there is a rule in my religion said that women have to cover parts of their body from seeing by non-mahram. Well, I'm not ashamed to say to her that I'm a rebel. I know it's a sin yet I rather be like this than be like others that cover their hair but wear skinny jeans which is for me is so wrong in so many level. Wth, it's my choice after all...