.the sign.

Warning:

This entry content spoiler alert for himym this week episode. If you still don't watch it, please don't read. (But seriously, it's already past 4 days. Go watch it now, slowpoke!)

While I was driving in the middle of night after met my friend, I can't help but wonder about the universe sign. Some people look for the sign because they're not sure if it is a fate. Unfortunately, fate has sense of humor and no matter how hard you try to avoid it, sometimes you just can't. In himym episode this week, Robin tried to find a sign that could help her made a decision whether marrying Barney is the right thing to do. She spent few hours just to find her locket that she buried when she was teenager at the Central Park, NY. With a motivational support from Ted, she finally found the box without the locket in it and made she realized that she should not get married with Barney after all. But then, of course Ted helped her by giving inspirational speech as below:

"Maybe it is dumb to look at the sign from universe. Maybe universe had better things to do.

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We don't need universe to tell us what we really want. Maybe we already know that. Deep down"

Well, Ted was right. Sometimes he is. I don't need a universe sign to tell me that I should focus with my study now. I should do that all the time because it is my responsibility as a student. I don't need a universe sign to tell me that a guy maybe my the one because I should know if he is. Like I always do. I have wrote an entry before this about running away not solving anything. Ironically, I'm the one that running away from my problems and my own feelings. I'm done with sign and running. From now on, I will try to let universe do its job and I just need to go on with my life without worrying about anything. At least I hope so.